Well.... with this type of thing where do I start ?
So many people have said "you should write a book" or "I'd love to know what makes you tick"....
Well I guess this is where we find out. This will be me in all it's glory. The amazing bits, the bad gory bits and the truth.. how I'm feeling, why i'm feeling (if I know) and my past and future.
My past is one of kind, unique, but growing up i've found that I wasn't the only one to go through what I did and when I did. But and I say but gingerly.. I will never try to use my past as an excuse for my behaviour today. That's down to the therapist in you to decifer and read between the lines.
Today I can sit back and look at the past 5 years or 10 years and possibly have no regrets.. I also get asked "would you change anything?" and time and time again I'd say no, It all happened for a reason... then I'd think back and think, actually... I probably wouldnt have done that/slept with her/believed anything she said.. But then if I could change my past. I would certainly never be where I am now.. and This much I do know. I would never change my past If I thought for a second I'd lose what I have now. Now my life is almost complete. But then.. we all know.. life has a nasty habit of throwing you into choas at the last second.
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